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Tuesday, 22 December 2009

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

  • Words To Live By

    Anise's Tips:

    1 Take one step, then another.
    2 Listen to music
    3 Sometimes make deliberate mistakes. Perfection is an illusion.
    4 Forgive yourself for mistakes. Move on.
    5 Get outside & look at the sky.
    6 Breathe.
    7 Roleplay difficult situations
    8 Turn for help when you need it.
    9 It's okay to feel. Hurt. Angry. Conflicted. Scared. Happy. Love.
    10 There is strength in emoting
    11 Fears are not a weakness. Neither is taking your meds. Neither is reaching out to someone.
    12 You are not weak. You are very strong.

    From: "Gravity Journal" by Gail Sidonie Sobat

Monday, 07 December 2009

Monday, 30 November 2009

  • I missed Lights.
    I missed Madama Butterfly.
    I missed Gaga.
    I missed so so so many.
    I don't want to miss 7 Stories.

    Maybe this is what I need right now.

    _

    I need to lose myself in another, need to find myself when I escape on the other end.
    I need to let go so I can find a reason to hold on.
    I need to stop comparing myself to others, so I can find a way to measure up.
    I need to stop wanting to stop, accept that life is fluid, and truly learn to breathe.

Monday, 23 November 2009

  • Currently
    Sittin' on Top of the World
    By LeAnn Rimes
    see related

    :)

    Me:

    *I'm so tired of not being happy

    *I'm not depressed, but I'm not happy.

    *And I let myself be this way.

    *Sometimes I don't try hard enough.

    Nelly:

    *you will be happy in time

    Me:

    *I hope so

    Nelly:

    *awwwwwwww *huggg*

    *well its true, someitmes its hard to even try and be happy but you will be happy. it just takes time but you are strong    enough to do it

    Me:

    *I'm working on it. I guess that's all I can ask of myself (:

    Nelly:

    *yeah (:

    *don't push yourself too hard and don't hate yourself if it doesn't happen as fast as you want it to

    Ophelia =[ says:

    *I'm working on that too

    *It's hard

    Nelly:

    *I know but you'll be fine (:

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To Do:

+Finish packing
+Read "French Women Don't Get Fat"
+Record co-op hours
+Make a new corset
+Redo scarification (:

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